tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58966116633623134282011-09-30T09:55:08.397-07:00Mingnoreply@blogger.comBlogger151100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-72986899209714041862011-09-30T06:39:00.001-07:002011-09-30T07:04:33.819-07:00<div style="text-align: justify;">I was wondering how many ppl already comment on me...yea they dont even see me before..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">hehe maybe i so famous about my bad..i dont know how many bads they applied on me...</div><div style="text-align: justify;">maybe one day i will because of those bad comments and those bad word about my attitude</div><div style="text-align: justify;">will just make me lost my life and my everything...i dont know how many times i still need to face it in my life...im not sad because of this thing happen on me...i will die for you..so its just a little matter for me...but i feel sad cause i lose...i just have to admit that i lose.... i'm wondering if one day i'm in front of you and "someone" hit me and will you just watching beside with a distance and not come to hugs me? or even scold that someone? well if you dont..i just have to say...i'm loser...i actually dont really care and mind about how people look at me...the most important is how you look at me...and you dont know how much i hope you will because of me and scold those people...well you just didnt...i was waiting the text showing me those words...at last i get killed by me hope...maybe you dont know..dont know is better than lie...at least you never didnt think about that and come to lie me...every times i also will be like fine i dont care anymore but i cant...but luckily you didnt hide it and dont tell me...or else it will be more more more and more sad.... just because i love you so much...i cant dont care about you for even a sec...i do really really love you..and thats the reason i so scared about this....:'(......i'll never ask you to dont care or ignore about anyone anymore...it will just a word pass through ur left ear and go out from right ear... is okay...it's just you too kind and cant ignore anyone...even a stranger maybe...but i will try my best to protect you forever...at least till i die...all of this just because of i really really really really really really really really really love you so much...i really want to speak out loud tell the whole world i love you more baby and i love you forever at this moment but will it be someone or more than one around there said that dont trust him or idk everything about my bad maybe? then they will say is okay..if anything just find me........will be it better than my only little three words? i dont have to prove them...i everyday keep proving how much i love you...and it will be forever...at this moment..i feel so lonely and i miss my home my mum especially my dad.........:'(....i always cry...and i tot that because of im weak but last few days i saw a post that said not because that you're weak just because that you have strong for too long....all i need is just your care...sometime just 让一让我 i will be already very happy..............................................................................................................................................................</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>waiting you to love me</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>and give me happy</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>i love you girlfriend.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-7298689920971404186?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-70601668532777077792011-05-28T13:29:00.000-07:002011-05-28T13:42:21.962-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">Awwwww...its 4.36am and i still awake..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was thinking about those stuff again?</div><div style="text-align: center;">How good is that if you were here ? =(</div><div style="text-align: center;">*How good is that if you were here this is the thing i always tell myself when i face everything no matter its happy or sad....i hope that i still can share with you....</div><div style="text-align: center;">its still feel so sad when someone or my frens mention about what their dad did for them?</div><div style="text-align: center;">like when they need money they can get help from dad...</div><div style="text-align: center;">but its the only one thing a lot ppl cant do it, and its what i want to do the most...</div><div style="text-align: center;">that is did you guys ever try to "Men's talk" with ur dad? i guess no??</div><div style="text-align: center;">I want to!!! </div><div style="text-align: center;">because there is some problem i face and i need your advice so much......</div><div style="text-align: center;">*So sorry that i still want to bother you....</div><div style="text-align: center;">hmm....i guess i dream i trying to tell you about my problem last nite but i just finish told then i wake up already?? so?? you wanna me to figure it out myself?? okay i will try to do that =)</div><div style="text-align: center;">AND i miss you so much dad....you are always my idol inside my heart....:'(</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-7060166853277707779?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-64263470401087894902011-05-28T09:50:00.000-07:002011-05-28T10:04:49.304-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" > How to understand a people?</span></i></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >Is that so hard and important? nobody can give you the answer...</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >once you cant communicate with that person, then you are not understand about him</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >why understand?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >did you ever stand on his/her side and think?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >do you actually know what he/she want?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >or you just feel that you understand him/her well from the smiling face he/she always shows?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >why don't we spend some time to understand the people that you really care?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >sometimes we just have to sit down and think properly or try to imagine is i were him or her</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >maybe you cant find out what he/she actually like or want....</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >do it before you regret =) ?</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-6426347040108789490?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-38361642008413291482010-08-04T09:11:00.000-07:002010-08-04T09:16:00.445-07:00Erm....once u change ur hairstyle...there are a lot comments come to u...u have to accept how they describe u....kid??guai lan kia?? be mature ki ?? en tao ki ?? pai kua ki?? long hair ka ngam u ?? short hair bo ngam u ? Different people gt different comment.....haihs....sometime even u also dunno choose to believe who..listen to who...accept whos comment?? but hair is urs....dun wan cut also cut dy...have a try to change a new style also good ^^....so keep all my ugly image inside ur FCKING brain ^^.....hair will become long one day......my image will change one day...u will love me one day =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-3836164200841329148?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-68427776598655329342010-07-14T02:46:00.000-07:002010-07-14T10:00:35.928-07:00This while i notice that there are still a lot thing i nid to improve , especially my lifestyle so there is my new target^^<br /><ul><li>Sleep before 12am....(for health and also for my face^^)</li><li>Drink at least 8 glasses of water...</li><li>Eat more than how much i ate everytime...(so that i wont be "tebu")</li><li>Be a good student that ppl will ask abt homework or copy my answer^^</li><li>Be a pro dota player....(dont want let ppl bully >.<")</li><li>Dont do last minute work...<br /></li><li>Dont always give trouble to people</li><li>Earn money to buy the thing for Skin Care</li><li>Earn money to buy cloth^^</li><li>I wan be fashion</li></ul><ul><li>Learn everything that i dunno</li></ul><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-6842777659865532934?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-44849641693418537702010-02-19T08:53:00.000-08:002010-02-19T09:07:32.784-08:00新年快乐~情人节快乐....好久没回来这里了...这里是我一个人的世界~最近发不少事, 新年其间去了泰国见识了不少东西..其实不是很喜欢去可是妈妈要去我一定陪去的...虽然说是很不顺利因为人多车也多所以什么都要等来等去...可是还算开心...在哪里我会觉得是最闷寂寞的..因为每次出门人家是参朋友而我是参爸爸..晚上我和爸爸一定会去喝一杯的..可是这次我没去到因为我没有伴了...我好想再像以前那样一起搥酒..唉.....PATAYA的酒吧很复杂可是以前我跟爸爸去那种地方总是不会怕的..可是那天我们走在路上突然有几个泰女过来抱我..那时我才发现没人能帮我了...我再也没有像以前的那种安全感了哦...所以我一定要学会独立...要站的稳...在这次TRIP最开心的就是看见妈妈开心了...所以只要她开心什么都值得的......现在就是分手信了...~.~希望认识我的人都不孤单...新年要快乐....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-4484964169341853770?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-10281205376416574052009-11-09T10:37:00.000-08:002009-11-09T10:59:26.778-08:00上个星期天我回到GYM了..哈哈..我找回了自己..我下定决心要好好的练了..不要辜负帮我的朋友!说到找到自我..下面的一段只给某人看..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">发生了那么多事,每次有了女朋友不过多久都分手了..我一直在想是什么问题..想了想了很多天..终于让我找到了答案..那答案就是我根本放不下一个人..每次都逼自己去放下可是就每次又联络还是见面时都让我很想再得到她..为什么呢..因为我真正ai的就是她..我懂在一起很辛苦..可是没办法..就都控制不住..你考试了..要加油哦..哈哈..最后我只想知道你还爱不爱我..因为我还爱你..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-1028120537641657405?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-57274125974376305552009-11-06T09:21:00.000-08:002009-11-06T09:26:33.341-08:00明天就是妈妈的生日了，我用了好几天的时间去想要买什么礼物好，因为我没钱的缘故所以很费心思。想了想好几天终于让我想到了也就是她一直都乱要买的NIKE运动鞋。。所以在今天她去打气功前我会将礼物送给她。。本来还想说给她个惊喜让她上车了忽然发现那礼物可是被发现了。。哈哈。。最后只好就这样送给妈妈了。。我一直都很担心妈妈不喜欢，担心让我放心了，当妈妈一看到时她很开心。。而且还告诉我不错。。她很喜欢。。哈哈。。真的很开心。。原本是等哥哥回来了又一起出去吃好料的。。可是到了现在都01：24他都还没回来。。唉。。只好明天正生日那天在去吃好了。。妈妈生日快乐^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-5727412597437630555?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-3566348061562236392009-11-06T09:06:00.000-08:002009-11-06T09:14:48.773-08:00难得啊。。今天是我外公的80岁大寿了！！外公生日快乐，今天好多亲戚又聚在一起了。。大家都好开心啊。。手上个拿着酒杯到处敬酒。。哈哈。。好多人都喝得"BABA"了。。全场就只有一个人醉倒而拿就是我哥哥了。。！今天很开心见到那么多亲戚，最想见的也有。当大家都喝得很开心时让我想起了如果我爸爸有在多好。。他一定也喝得很开心，因为他很厉害喝酒的。。就这样大家开开心心的庆祝了我外公一生人难得一次的80大寿了。。过后大家都回外公家再来second round~lolx~而我也在外公家跟joanne聊了整天。。希望大家都会一直这样开开心心的。。而我。。会试着努力的去开心^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-356634806156223639?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-2410913963628435552009-10-31T02:26:00.000-07:002009-10-31T02:41:43.092-07:00终于到了星期五...真的好久没试过一星期五天不回家了...之前回家的心情是很期待很开心的甚至有时还没到星期五就想回家了..好多人都说我没用一直跑回家可是管他的啊..别管人家怎么说你,只做你想做的而且不会后悔就可以了...今天回家的路上不是带着期待和开心的心情而是带着以前的回忆回家..不管开心还是不开心的...之前回家到了码头我有很多选择..大致上是打给我妈妈要他来载我...不过有时想见爸爸时我会打给我爸爸的..哈哈..真厉害打扰人!还记得有几次他载了我后,我们就会去shopping)"搬货"哈哈...有时我还没吃就回来了而他一定会先带我去吃^^....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-241091396362843555?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-260732751214566062009-10-29T21:09:00.000-07:002009-10-30T06:54:29.998-07:00<span style="font-size:180%;">I found a <strong>IMBA</strong> picture !!!<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398245925680872770" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 173px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 165px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_O6sIhV_Bkew/SupsEXpofUI/AAAAAAAAAAU/B4UcBd1zYQM/s400/IMBA.jpg" border="0" /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-26073275121456606?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-63082274724544399602009-10-29T12:47:00.000-07:002009-10-29T13:00:41.217-07:00一天过一天的..今天在电视里看了富贵门...那不懂什么动动的人的爸爸失踪了最后才说已经过世了..他们真的好伤心哦..可是至少可以陪着爸爸活了四十多年...那我呢?才短短的19年可是对我来将且充满了很多快乐..有很多家庭所没有的那种快乐,比如说;跟爸爸一起去snooker?跟爸爸一起online game(Maple Story)?跟爸爸比赛喝酒看谁先醉?跟爸爸一起去唱K?跟爸爸pub?跟爸爸说心事?跟爸爸一起谈些生意的心得?...我相信不是每个人都可以这样跟爸爸沟通吧...可是为什么我做到了且让我那么早失去了..."为什么"这三个字真的每天都在我心里徘徊...爸爸是个很潇洒的人...想做就去做..不想就不做!!这是他教我的...爸爸有时很爱脸的..就我们有问题时他都在背后默默的帮我们,也不好意思去承认..试问有谁不喜欢功劳???今天希望开开心心的睡一觉...不让爸爸担心...hehe!!!晚安爸爸...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-6308227472454439960?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-8460670591718150832009-10-27T14:39:00.000-07:002009-10-28T01:37:13.818-07:00今天是28天了...爸爸你过得好吗???现在是凌晨5点41分了,我还睡不着..为什么呢?因为我好想念我爸爸..就在这时候我突然好想听首歌(动力火车-摇篮曲)..<br />*************************************************************************************<br />亲爱宝贝乖乖要入睡<br />我是你最温暖地安慰<br />爸爸轻轻守在你身边<br />你别怕黑夜<br />我的宝贝不要在流泪<br />你要学着努力不怕黑<br />未来你要自己去面对<br />生命中的夜<br />宝宝睡<br />好好的入睡<br />爸爸永远陪在你身边<br />喜悦和伤悲不要害怕面对<br />勇敢我宝贝<br />亲爱宝贝乖乖要入睡<br />我是你最温暖地安慰<br />爸爸轻轻守在你身边<br />你别怕黑夜<br />守护每一夜<br />*************************************************************************************<br />我好想你唱给我听....我好想再次听到你唱歌...你唱歌真的很好听...你还答应过我要唱张宇的趁早给我听的啊...你都没唱到!!!爸爸你可以再次唱歌给我听吗??我好想你!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-846067059171815083?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-15389311769000489652009-10-27T07:58:00.000-07:002009-10-27T08:49:05.439-07:00不开心26天...终于在今天遇到了开心的一天...昨晚很早就睡了...真的好累好累...一躺下就直接睡到天亮...真的是累了...昨晚我梦到了我爸爸...他就好像什么都没事的回来了...我还以为真的没事了...一切都是假的...我们在梦里真的好开心好心...自从那天我就没开心过所以在那梦里我是前所未有的开心啊!!我们在梦里去完成我爸爸的愿望...去做些我们一路以来都很想做的事...真的好开心啊..可是就这样天亮了...12点下午了...我醒来时..就快点回味我的梦...然后我觉得好精神好开心....我真的没那么精神过了...虽然只是梦可是就真的好开心了...谢谢你爸爸!!!!我真的好想你....<br />今天又是我好朋友的生日...我们一起去玩一起去mum mum...看到大家开心我也开心啊...<br />到了晚上我好想家啊...如果现在我在家多好!!可以陪着我妈妈多好...好想妈妈哦...人家讲男儿志在四方,不应该放不下什么的...可是我做不到,可能是我懦弱吧...我这一生人最想做到的不是可以发达好是成名..我要的只是能好好的孝顺我家人而已..也因为这样在我心理已经有了最大的遗憾也就是我没能孝顺到我爸爸了...那真的是让我好痛苦好痛苦也好伤心...爸爸我好想可以好好的孝顺你..不再让你受苦压力..好好的享受人生..可是我做不到了...毫无疑问我爸爸是活得最风光的,他做过了许多人家做不到还是没做过的事..可以说是生活多姿多彩!!现在好想告诉我身边的人好好孝顺父母啊!!可是我懂他们不会听的所以我会用行动来带动他们...最后现在我最想做的也就是好好的孝顺我妈妈了...妈妈辛苦你了...我爱爸爸妈妈......哥哥也请你加油!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-1538931176900048965?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5896611663362313428.post-17529915285683622712009-10-20T05:28:00.000-07:002009-10-27T09:04:31.105-07:00<div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 204);" align="justify"><span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我不开心的第20天。。我活的好压力好不开心。。为什么这些事都会发生在我身上呢？我到底怎么了。。没有方向！！就连喜欢一个人都那么难？？为什么她要问我那么多压力的问题？？我懂我是喜欢她的可是为什么就有种害怕的感觉。。不是我不告诉你我的事。。那是我对事的方法。。一时之间不是说改就改的。。我也让我的某朋友失望了又失望！！现在的我还没安全感。。我不想在这时候又失去某些东西。。在这20天里。。真的很感谢我的朋友。。多亏有他们我才不会完全的崩溃。。你们帮了我很多！！可是真的。。。我活得很不开心。。。。也不想开心了。。。</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5896611663362313428-1752991528568362271?l=unhappyming.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Mingnoreply@blogger.com0