i love you.

I was wondering how many ppl already comment on me...yea they dont even see me before..

hehe maybe i so famous about my bad..i dont know how many bads they applied on me...

maybe one day i will because of those bad comments and those bad word about my attitude

will just make me lost my life and my everything...i dont know how many times i still need to face it in my life...im not sad because of this thing happen on me...i will die for you..so its just a little matter for me...but i feel sad cause i lose...i just have to admit that i lose.... i'm wondering if one day i'm in front of you and "someone" hit me and will you just watching beside with a distance and not come to hugs me? or even scold that someone? well if you dont..i just have to say...i'm loser...i actually dont really care and mind about how people look at me...the most important is how you look at me...and you dont know how much i hope you will because of me and scold those people...well you just didnt...i was waiting the text showing me those words...at last i get killed by me hope...maybe you dont know..dont know is better than lie...at least you never didnt think about that and come to lie me...every times i also will be like fine i dont care anymore but i cant...but luckily you didnt hide it and dont tell me...or else it will be more more more and more sad.... just because i love you so much...i cant dont care about you for even a sec...i do really really love you..and thats the reason i so scared about this....:'(......i'll never ask you to dont care or ignore about anyone anymore...it will just a word pass through ur left ear and go out from right ear... is okay...it's just you too kind and cant ignore anyone...even a stranger maybe...but i will try my best to protect you forever...at least till i die...all of this just because of i really really really really really really really really really love you so much...i really want to speak out loud tell the whole world i love you more baby and i love you forever at this moment but will it be someone or more than one around there said that dont trust him or idk everything about my bad maybe? then they will say is okay..if anything just find me........will be it better than my only little three words? i dont have to prove them...i everyday keep proving how much i love you...and it will be forever...at this moment..i feel so lonely and i miss my home my mum especially my dad.........:'(....i always cry...and i tot that because of im weak but last few days i saw a post that said not because that you're weak just because that you have strong for too long....all i need is just your care...sometime just 让一让我 i will be already very happy..............................................................................................................................................................

waiting you to love me

and give me happy

i love you girlfriend.

The 605 days

Awwwww...its 4.36am and i still awake..

i was thinking about those stuff again?

How good is that if you were here ? =(

*How good is that if you were here this is the thing i always tell myself when i face everything no matter its happy or sad....i hope that i still can share with you....

its still feel so sad when someone or my frens mention about what their dad did for them?

like when they need money they can get help from dad...

but its the only one thing a lot ppl cant do it, and its what i want to do the most...

that is did you guys ever try to "Men's talk" with ur dad? i guess no??

I want to!!!

because there is some problem i face and i need your advice so much......

*So sorry that i still want to bother you....

hmm....i guess i dream i trying to tell you about my problem last nite but i just finish told then i wake up already?? so?? you wanna me to figure it out myself?? okay i will try to do that =)

AND i miss you so much dad....you are always my idol inside my heart....:'(

Understand?

How to understand a people?

Is that so hard and important? nobody can give you the answer...

once you cant communicate with that person, then you are not understand about him

why understand?

did you ever stand on his/her side and think?

do you actually know what he/she want?

or you just feel that you understand him/her well from the smiling face he/she always shows?

why don't we spend some time to understand the people that you really care?

sometimes we just have to sit down and think properly or try to imagine is i were him or her

maybe you cant find out what he/she actually like or want....

do it before you regret =) ?